take all of me:

@bOu+_m3

.x._n@m3_.x.

[English: kylie]*

[Chinese: kai li]*

[Cantonese: ah lei]*

.x._skOo|z_.x.

[jwkg| phpps| hkss| ite_bb| ite_dr| rp|]*

.x._age_.x.

[21]

.x._Re|iGioN_.x.

†[freedom]†

.x._St@tuS_.x.

[Studyin'][Workin'][Shoppin']

[play acoustic guitar/piano]

[dloadin' mp3z/anime/movies]

[hangout/chit chat wif frienz]

[modifiyin' my thingz]

[playin' pool/billiards]

what you like

.x._Hates_.x.

[quarrel/troubles/disturbans/nonesenses]

[dun mess with me when i am angry]

what you hate

.x._i want_.x.

[Be_Myself]

[Freedom...]

[Stay with someone forever...]

[Highest_Education]

[Sports-Skateboard]

[Migrate to Hong Kong]

[Sports Bike-Honda 600CC]

[Sports Car-Nissian FairLady 350Z]

[Families, Best_frenz, Good_frenz]

[My Room]

[Permanent Part-time job]

[Notebook Acer Aspire 5685]

[Notebook Garskin Design]

[Notebook Micro Fibre Cloth]

[Notebook Vacuum Cleaner]

[Notebook Privacy Filter Screen]

[Creative ZEN 4GB]

[Nokia 6110(Navigator)]

[Braziliano Praia Beatles)]

[PSP Slim Console]

[PSP Crystal Casing]

[PSP Screen Protector]

[PSP Game: Need For Speed: Carbon -Own The City

.x._my words..._.x.

[say my words, mean my words in actions]

what you want ...BLAHBLAHBLAHCHFH xD
EnjoY It And Abuse...

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Sunday, September 21, 2008
_together.we.will.be.fereva]]*


    wanted to write something.. but i felt like my words are lost. ponder if i give you a period of time about 1 year, will you be able to take it and accept it? and will i be able to.. shouldn't have sms to you this morning, cause you may feel so tight that i never give you space again. actually, i am already giving spaces to you already yet i couldn't tell and only can let you feel.. weakness of me; besides depression before, i still got fearless of anything anyone, don't be too nice to me [don't feel comfortable when you being too nice to me which will cause spoiled of me, tempted to wanting more of you] being too nice made me feel like foolish stupid silly person but i don't really able to explain this cox is my heart feel with emptiness there is a hollow that i have all along which caused me contradicting into a complex way.. i believe that this is my helpless emptiness heart, feeling very tough about my own issue of heart~.. and sometimes, i may almost fainted somehow someday somewhere with a certain time that i may feel vomit at the start and once i starts to walk almost near to the washroom i will lost my visions with sparkling black dots all over everywhere for a moment then my ears came with a dead pulse sound that is very sharp then whatever i hear will be softer than normal hearing. however, i did never tell you cause i don't want you to be worry about my low health although i act to be healthy in front of you. i cannot tell you this, hence you'll be even more worry about me.. i want you to speak out everything that you bottled up inside your heart and never have chance to tell me to let me feel, let me understand. for adjustment of it, nevertheless i knew i can be a soulmate of yours just that you never let me have a chance to understand you any further, any deeper.. i've plans for you and me regarding our future but as times goes by, we need to improvise ourselves by compromising together and listen to each other. of coz!, it's a must to be faithful to each other to have "trust" between us. followed by commitments slowly, if it's too lots we slowly move in together will do.. can't you forget about the past time of us that isn't really good but worse enough?! i wanna start refresh since this whole month i had been telling you but you kept strained with that problem which you did even think until so stress and end up release stress by relax and not to think much.. really hope you can understand and start refresh again~!
{9:15:00 AM}
lurffee youu

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